Quarantine Day 7

We made it a whole week! I am slightly losing it and I am most definitely missing the structure (and paycheck) work provided. I get my last paycheck for the foreseeable future tomorrow which is arguably really scary and stressful. I almost had my fucking shit together before all of this. I was three paychecks away from having all my debt payed off and I was doing well in school. I was this close I tell you and then BAM global pandemic and stock market crash. I have just lost all my motivation. I just done want to do anything but eat and there is no food in my house (well I mean there is but I am not much of a cook so there is that, but there are definitely no snacks.) Its going to be okay though! Its all going to be okay. This will hopefully blow over in a few weeks, maybe a month or two, and everyone will be able to get back to work and it will all be okay.

I Was semi-productive yesterday. I did my laundry, washed my sheets, bathed Charlie, and vacuumed. Last night was a completely different story though. I haven’t had insomnia that bad in a very very long time. I didn’t got to sleep till nearly 5 am! Its my number one tell that I am going down hill is when I cant sleep to save my life. I need to find away to inject structure into my life. Cause I don’t even want to know what happens if I don’t. I didn’t study or read, but I swear on all that is holy I will so it today. I also suggested bringing back Family Movie Night because we are all stuck in the house together so might as well so that’s tonight. We are going to watch Jumanji: The Next Level and I am pretty excited about it.

3 thoughts on “Quarantine Day 7

  1. Ironic isn’t it? Prior to this everyone was saying how 2020 was “their year”. Yep, it’s your year to stay home, scrub your living quarters and apparently make tiktok videos.

    Is there anything your government is doing for those affected with covid related work closures?

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    1. There is a Stimulus Bill that was just passed that the President needs to sign before it goes into effect, but he already stated he would but who knows how true that is. I have no idea if it would affect me at all but I think the gist is that every household (that has under $75,000 in income) is going to get $1200 with bonuses for houses with children. At least I think, to be honest I have been avoiding the news so I’m not that informed on it.

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      1. I completely understand. I’m a cleaner so apparently an essential service so my work won’t close. The building I clean is owned by the military so busy, busy. Although anyone who can work from home is doing so.

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